Everyone loves a good breakup song.
Unfortunately for the singer, shes still pissed.
I was just in my car crying hysterically last night, she tellsRolling Stone.
Jillian Lavin*
Anyway how have you been?
We had to do a lot of talking about, Do we want a future together?
What would that future look like?
Are we planning our lives together long term?
Okay this is what its gonna look like.
I was angry and sad and it mirrored the chaos in my brain, she says.
I just want to move people the most I can, emotionally.
Her previous songs like Run For Your Money, My Last Fantasy, and Hes An Alien!
have all takeninspirationfrom her relationships and feelings of being in love.
And Im scared it will never come again.
Im trying to point to my EP which was written about falling in love with him.
But the question for the moment remains: has she spoken to him since?
I caved two nights ago and emailed him.
He said he read the letter, but he didnt say anything about the video.
I would take it all back to just be happy in Texas with him.
