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I didnt know that even if he was a bad person, that he would do something to me.
I was too scared to tell anybody, she adds.
I was too scared to tell my mom.
And even up until now I struggle with it a lot.
I am well aware of who and what he is, she said at the time.
I grew up in that house.
My choice to not speak on him and what he does is for my peace of mind.
And for MY healing.
I have to do & move in a manner that is best for me.