Im not religious at all, I just love Christmas so much, Eilish told the audience.

O Holy Night was her fifth holiday song selection.

The tour, which began in September, is scheduled to extend through July.

FINNEAS and Billie Eilish at the Billie Eilish “Hit Me Hard and Soft” Tour Los Angeles at Kia Forum on December 16, 2024 in Inglewood, California. (Photo by Christopher Polk/Billboard via Getty Images)

FINNEAS and Billie Eilish at the ‘Hit Me Hard and Soft’ tour in Los Angeles on Dec. 16, 2024.Christopher Polk/Billboard

Its not a character.

It feels like theWhen We All Fall Asleep, Where Do We Go?version of me.

It feels like my youth and who I was as a kid, she added.

This whole process has felt like Im coming back to the girl that I was.

Ive been grieving her.

I dont remember when she went away.